My Addiction

Since I met Sir I have developed an addiction. Yes, I am addicted to anal sex. When He first started my anal training I wasn’t sure I could do it. When I was 15 I had a very bad experience that left me never wanting my ass to be touched again. I wont go into a sad detailed story, but I’ll tell you this… It was 2 days of pure hell!

Anyways, since then I tried anal sex once with my X-husband when I was about 25 and I hated it. It was so painful and it just brought back all those bad memories. Then I tried it with a boyfriend when I was 31 and it was the same thing all over again.

So when Sir decided that he would like to train me, I wasn’t too sure I could do it. I explained to him I felt and why and what happened. He understood and said that I didn’t have to do it unless I wanted to. I thought about it for a while and after about a month of talking I said yes.

We started out very very slow and gentle.  The first few times I didn’t like it much. Sir told me it would get easier the more we did it. Those first 2 weeks were worth it. He would come home and work on my training every evening. After about a month I was really starting to enjoy it. I guess having him take his time and not use force is what made the difference.

Its been almost 3 years now. I love anal sex. I could do it every day. I would rather have him use my ass than my pussy. Probably because I can cum from a good ass fucking. He could fuck my pussy till the cows come home and I still wouldn’t cum. It just doesn’t work for me.

So now you know… I’m an anal slut. I am hooked. I need my fix as often as I can get it. I refuse to get help with this addiction. I won’t give it up. I will suffer and carry my burden. Sir will be my “pusher”. ;)

6 Responses

  1. well this post comes as no surprise! :) I was actually tempted to ask you why you hate your pussy so much! *tease* All that matters is that you are happy and enjoying yourself. :)

  2. I love my pussy and Sir gets to use it a lot, but when it comes to fucking I prefer that he use my ass :)

  3. I’m just wondering.. will too much anal sex result in “loosening” or any deformation/physical side effects?

  4. i really like that you wrote about how you came to love anal after multiple unsuccessful attempts because i hear some women who have had a bad experience that are dead set against trying it again. You have provided a great voice and the experience along with it to hopefully sway people not to give up if its not perfectly painless the first time!

    • Thank you :)
      It did take a long time but it was worth it. I think I just had to find the right man to work on it with me. I honestly can not get enough of it now…lol

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