Yesterday was a strange day. I woke up and I had my coffee with Sir. We had a nice day together. I did some cleaning that needed to be done and he worked at his PC. I was all over the place with my thoughts thru out the day. I finally realized what was wrong. I hadnt asked to put my collar on. I always ask Sir every morning If I can have my collar. ( I take it off every night to sleep so I dont get a sore neck) For some reason I forgot about it. Sir noticed that my mood was off amd he was the one who pointed out that I wasnt wearing my collar. He asked me why and I didnt have an answer. He then said that he will put it on me and it will help me calm down and relax.
He went to get my collar and he sat down beside me and put it around my neck. As soon as I felt the cold steel I could feel myself relaxing. I felt my mood change and become submissive. It felt good. I was fine the rest of the day. It amazes me how much my collar means to me. I’m like 2 different people. Without it I am careless and antsy and always feeling like there is something I need to do but not sure what. When I have it on, I know who I am. I know what I’m suppose to be doing. I feel calm and relaxed and ready to serve.
It good to know that I have a place in my life. That place is beside Sir. I know that I will always be with him. In the 8 years that we have known each other, we have had maybe 5 disagreements. We get along so well. We talk instead of yell. We work out our thoughts and ideas together. When it comes to making big decisions we do it together. I think this is what makes us different than other couples. We are equal in everything. I submit to him daily, but I am still his wife before anything else.
Filed under: D/s, Day to Day | Tagged: Babblings, collar, D/s
